BYOND Key: RoxyFoxy Date and Time of Ban: Unsure, 1+ month ago Character name at time of banning: David Babish Name of admin who banned you: eckles_fire Jobs you were banned from (if applicable): Antag Reason you were banned: I absolutely fucked up. I was an antag chef, I killed a guy, chopped him up, cooked him, and died from a coincidental explosion caused by another antag. I was irritated that I died, and I wrongfully rejoined as a robot and unearthed my own crime scene for the sake of drama. I metagamed pretty hard and got a two week play ban from the server for it. Here's the official note why. Banned from borer, xeno, actor, commando, deathsquad, deity, ert, foundation agent, mercenary, ninja, paramount, raider, wizard, changeling, god cultist, cultist, loyalist, renegade, revolutionary, malf, mind thrall, traitor - Massive metagame. As a traitor cook, chopped up a body for meat. But then ghosted, rejoined as a forensic drone, and went and investigated their own crime and made it known to all. Massive, massive metagame Duration of ban: Presumably until appeal or forever. Reason you should be unbanned: Because I'm aware of what I did, and what I did was stupid, and I want to make it right. I took advantage of the privilege of being able to play the bad guy and I broke the cardinal rule of a roleplay server. I apologized to the admin after I did and I took my ban with understanding and didn't return for several weeks after my ban. I am putting myself out here and admitting to you and the rest of the server that I was wrong and that I made a massive mistake. I've been trying to think on how I can be a better person and I won't take being able to play an antagonist for granted again if the ban is lifted. I know you told me I don't have great notes. I've been under an immense amount of stress in my life with my gender transition and depression. I know that's not an excuse, but I don't handle stress well. I screwed up. There's been some time since my mistake was made and I want at least the opportunity to earn my chance to play again. The antagonist is a role that's important to SS13 and by extension, Bay, because it's MY role to make the round interesting for everyone else. By metagaming and targeting myself to reveal something my character wouldn't have conceivably known I did nothing to help other people. I made a mistake, and I'm asking you to forgive me. I can be a better player.